Willingness

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-=[ Willingness ]=-

The readiness is all.

-- William Shakespeare

I believe that the concept of willingness is one that isn’t given its proper due -- especially when it comes to relationships. The willingness I’m referring to is not the narrowly defined ego-will we might think of when we hear the word “will.”

Willingness is important enough in everything we endeavor whether it be spirituality, self-improvement, learning, relationships, etc. Our willingness or lack thereof, is key in all our activities.

But since this is a “Relationships” blog post, I'll try to confine my reflection in the area off human relations. I remember reading somewhere, or someone telling me (I forget which), that it was not enough for me to believe, that I had to be willing to believe. At that time, I was a bit confused about this, wondering if this meant mustering up some willpower. This was during my early process of attempting a relationship with myself, part of what I call my spiritual journey.

Over time, I have come to understand willingness differently. For me, willingness entails two important components. One is surrender, the other acceptance.

Surrender/ Acceptance

By surrender, I don’t mean hopelessness or humiliation, or “giving up.” Surrender, in this context, is knowing, in a very deep sense, that the concept of control is flawed -- ineffective. Surrender in this sense is clearing the way to create an open space and preparing myself to be in more harmony with the world. Realizing that there are aspects of my self and my loved ones over which I have no control, I can become ready to be changed by surrendering to this truth. In surrender, I become ready (willing) to be changed. It’s a form of psycho-spiritual Aikido, where instead of meeting force with force, one learns to flow and tap into energy.

That makes all the difference...

I can be wrong, but my own experience has shown me that love, true love, is about change, about transformation. It’s only when we try to control it that it eludes our grasp (I could be wrong, however).

But this is not enough.

It’s not true willingness unless it contains another factor -- acceptance. When I accept the truth of surrender I am already changed, I am more in line with nature and the universe. I can’t force family harmony into my life, but I can become ready to be harmonious. I can’t make a lasting love appear for me on command -- I can become ready (willing) for such a relationship when the opportunities appear.

This is what I look for most in a relationship. It’s more important than looks, than whether she can cook or not, or her attitude, or her sexual prowess -- all of that is superficial for me. When I see the internet personalities that go on at length into the qualities they are looking for, I am completely, utterly amazed. Sometimes it seems that some of us are looking for “The One” who will fit our ego-centered wish list of qualities.

But my question to you is, are you ready to surrender? Are you truly willing? Willing to become completely vulnerable and naked? Because what I look for is someone who’s ready -- not perfect nor someone who satisfies my superficial list of ego needs/ wants. My main question is...

Are you ready?

Love,

Eddie