Hola mi Gente,
By the time this post publishes, I’ll
be rushing out the door. Wish me luck…
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As Love…
I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in
your lovely body…
-- Pablo Neruda
-- Pablo Neruda
I want to try something a little
different today. I want to offer the following as if you were my lover… whether
you are single or married. I want to offer the following words to you as if you
were the lover in my life. Sure, we may never meet, but perhaps today
you can feel your heart through mine.
You look for love all the time. But it
is only when you go deeply into your heart that you feel love. The reason for
this is that essentially you are love.
Try to feel that statement in
your body for a second before you analyze it.
Isn’t it ironic that people constantly
say, “I am angry,” “I am sad,” “I am lonely,” “I am bored,” but you hardly ever
hear someone say...
I am love.
Today’s quote from one of my favorite
Neruda poems is a powerfully erotic statement. Love radiates from you like a
light -- like a “sunbeam flaring in your lovely body.” This light/ energy flows
through you and you yearn to offer yourself completely. Your heart’s natural
state is that it wants to give and receive love fully. This is your
heart’s essence.
Love is openness and it is this
openness that everybody’s heart craves. Lover: You are this love. You
are alive as love, and your
entire existence yearns to live as this love, to surrender to love -- and to be
seen as the love that you truly are.
I know you long to be taken and opened,
all the while surrendering blissfully, so that every moment you experience is
on fire as the radiance of the passion of love, as an offering to your divine
heart’s devotion.
And you build walls and offer false
clues in an effort to create safety in your relationships. There’s a fortress
around your heart and an accumulated tension in your body. And yes, while these
walls give you that sense of safety you seek, over time they act as cocoons of
fear that block the radiant flow of your love. These cocoons can serve to
imprison the love you so desperately want to offer and keep out the love your
heart craves.
The secret to opening your heart and
receiving its most profound bliss is to give and receive fully. There’s no
holding back with love. Romantic love isn’t for punks, lover. You have to love
fully, caution thrown to the wind. Love fully, with or without a lover.
You’re confused, you say?
Instead of depending on someone and
hiding behind the walls of your accumulated disappointments, you can learn to
open fully -- to open your body. Open your body as if it were this one big
heart, vulnerable but also powerful, pulsing with the radiance of love’s
life-force.
It is this state of open radiance that
will be your gift to the world and also serve to attract and keep a lover
worthy and capable of equaling your own heart’s desire.
Come back, don’t analyze this, lover.
Come back and tell me: are you living and breathing as open love this very
moment? Are you breathing with the same open pleasure you would if my body were
pressing against yours in a tender embrace? Or are your breath and body tense
with the fear of survival and a profound sense of separation?
Do you even know that every moment
offers an opportunity to live openly as love?
Take this, lover, if you take anything
at all today: whether you are alone or in a relationship, your spirituality and
sexuality requires that you live daily in heart-openness -- in this state of
whole-body consciousness -- or else you will shrivel like a plant that has not
been watered.
My name is Eddie and I'm in recovery from civilization...
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